wish that I were beautiful
maybe he wouldn’t have rejected me
if I had been beautiful,
if I had been skinny,
if I had been sexy.
I the only one who feels this way?
are there others that have also been rejected
had their lives torn apart
suddenly thrust into a new life
that they didn’t order.
is all I want to be, but I feel like
I have no value to anybody.
I can feel the love surrounding me
and I appreciate it, but it still feels like
I am not worth being loved.
look back fills me with regrets
of things that could have been different
Things I could have tried harder to change.
maybe life could have been different
Had I just tried harder.
can work this together for good.
I know that and yet still I doubt.
in fact it is a promise he has made
And yet I still doubt him.But deep down I want to speak truth to myself.